'Cause you said, you love me
So i gave my all to you
Name's Jasper. 17 going 18 soon. loves baking, cooking, SINGING, having fun, movies and more.
and i write what i want on this page. dun like it? get out of here lorr :)
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009, 3:56 AM
been quite a while since i last updated.Sch started again, so has all the presentations. feel kind of lop-sided in life. Like too heavy on my sch work and all. feel like i need a holiday. a rest to walk that longer road.
Gramps is still in hospital. but everything is getting better. i prayed for him and he gently accepted my prayers. although i cant pray fluently in dialect, i prayed a very simple prayer, letting the Spirit pray for me. I know He will hear me. He promised.
Going to see my gramps tml again. prepare a song to cheer him up. hope all goes well. :)
today came back. quarrel with mum again. over small matters. chill-ed now. but realise one thing. as i was chilling, He spoke to me, saying that all of us are still work in progress. Indeed, no one has reached theri destination. no one is that perfect one. all of us are still work in progress. i have my temper-problem. all of us have some short-comings. but we change over the time, for the better or worse, i dunno. but we change, time changes us, experience changes us.
As we grow in life, there are lots of things that has changed. think bout it. what were you feeling when you first see a basketball, for example, when you were a child, a young child. you will feel really excited wouldn't you? but now if u see a basketball again, would you feel the same? not really i guess. at least it's like this for my case. i wouldn't say i'm the same old two-years-old back in 1994. i've changed. but not yet that perfect one. but i'm on my way. :)
"Back to that first love"