'Cause you said, you love me
So i gave my all to you


Name's Jasper. 17 going 18 soon. loves baking, cooking, SINGING, having fun, movies and more.

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i have no good feelings for you.
Saturday, August 15, 2009, 7:34 AM

am kinda pissed today, all was well till i came home from church. wanted to use the internet so took out the cable and plug into my router. hu knows why my WEIRD father came into the living room and plug out the router when i was in the toilet. damn pissed la.

cant i even use the router?! the internet?! hu he think he is? i only know that i had him for 7 years of my live and then i had no more father. father is a very unfamiliaar term to me. i stop receiving a father's love and care when i'm 7. thats when my brother came in. i dun blame my brother. i just blame my father to be too bias. way too bias.

someone teach me how to forgive him. its hard. very very very hard. my mum asked me why i always like to stay out late. i always tell her im with my friends which is true but the very reason really is my dad. i dunn wanna see him. today was like the last straw. im seating at my voideck using the Wireless@SG.


"Father, teach me how to forgive him. please."