'Cause you said, you love me
So i gave my all to you
Name's Jasper. 17 going 18 soon. loves baking, cooking, SINGING, having fun, movies and more.
and i write what i want on this page. dun like it? get out of here lorr :)
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3 crazy people
Wednesday, July 29, 2009, 7:45 AM
lol. as u can derive from my title, yes, i went out with 3 crazy people, namely, Xinen, Clare and Charis after the slacking which is after the performance.talk bout the performance. very fun. :) love it. Got to sing my Dream a lil dream again :)
then slack in clubrm, had yong tau fu @ north, watch movie, msn, sleep and all. lol. :) "fruitful day" hahahahaha.
ok now, outing with 3 crazy people. lol. went to but KOI CAFE @ AMK. nice nice. :) and the 3 crazy one plus me, the normal one as u can see, all very enjoy the milk tea. lol. had a great milk tea therapy session. lol :)
UNIQLO!
Monday, July 27, 2009, 9:01 PM
HELLO GUYS!!if you guys haven't been to UNIQLO recently, now is the time!!
Jackets going for $9.90! Coloured Jeans @ $19.90! and some DENIMS @ $29.20!!
I got my jacket ytd!
Im gonna keep this real short and end here. Jump on the train and get to any UNIQLO now!!
i want an A
9:01 PM
sat went out with charis and clare to study. initial plan, airport. but stayed at AMK, KFC to study. lol :)ate at KFC, did my homepage, clare and charis studied a bit and ate afterwards. went out of KFC after a while then had KOI CAFE!!! Charis fell in LOVE with it... lol. :) i have a weird habit when i go to KOI CAFE, i talk like a TAIWANESE. lol :)
sunday dinner with charis, clare, xinen, nadzeef, ryan, nazirul and clara @ secret recipe @ suntec. :) fun fun and fun. :) met with shikin, fadzly, syuhada, bernice, maria and pris @ LJS @ Marina Sq. went home around 9 plus.
Monday got POM presentation. :) quite screwed up. hahahaha. sorry dudes, didnt have enough preparation.
now in class, just now got EFF COMM!!! I was half a mark away from my A!!!!!!!!!! ARHGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so pissed la, anne marie say wad each class max 3 As. so i have to be B!!!!!! no mood liao~
KILL ME
happenings!
Sunday, July 19, 2009, 5:37 PM
ytd was my performance at expo conf. rm3. everything went well the first time but 2nd time, lyrics all forgotten. lol. but overall it was good. fun. new experience... an uncle was telling me how good i sing after my first performance :) and an auntie gave me a player, a buddhist player... lol.after that, went out with Justin (boss drove us to mad jack @ paradise centre) and the whole new additions to the old gang. got to know them better. wahaha. so fun sia. after such a long time lor. :)
love it with the gang! I love you guys!!! WAHAHAHA!!!
Dequan guessed i'm 22. OMG. faints. ahahaha.
im used to it i guessed. ahahahahahahahaha.
today woke up late. 745am when class starts @ 8am. sian diao la. then pack everything and waited for my turn to use the toilet. lol. rushed out. was feeling so lost. dunno wad to do. throat pain also. argghh..... came into class late and all. ate @ koufu with karhao, jonald, alvin, belinda, daphne, xiuyi and lynn. i had the jap egg omelette after a long time. lol!!! simply love it sia~ wahahaha!!!
then met up with clare and charis for lunch after lecture. ate chicken rice. clare had her as normal steamboat soup with yong tau fu. lol. then charis went for lecture. Fengyao came and we came into clubrm. now in clubrm redoing my webpages!!! ARGH!!!! STUPID ME SIA. Delete my own pages. sian diaoooooo~ KILL me PLS! lol.
now i want yam bao. lol.
"fun"
a goal for growth.
Monday, July 13, 2009, 8:58 PM
living for 17 years now. i feel like i reach certain ceiling for growth. i can feel the ceiling already. like i have stop growing. in certain area, like my singing maybe?and as i ponder and wonder, i came to a conclusion. i had no goal, i had no idea of where i am going. i then think i really need a goal, maybe someone i can model after, to provide a direction for me to go after.
one without a vision would perish. so would one without a goal. you dunno where you are going, walking aimlessly on this road, and when one day, far far along this aimless road, you find out that u have no aim, no goal, no vision. then it is far too late. its time to realise this now, i hope its not too late, when we have just barely started out in life. :)
.GOAL.
hazy day.
Friday, July 10, 2009, 11:08 PM
THE ATTACK OF THE MID-YEAR HAZE IS BACK AGAIN!!!Well, went for a early jog today. air was REALLY fresh until morning. OMG. the air stink of haze, forest fire in fact. Looks like its gonna be a hazy period soon :D
Take good care guys. Especially the performers. Drink up, rest well, AVOID HEATY FOOD! :D
Oh, I passed all my tests so far. the internet one, 28/50, expected much higher. Econs, expect to fail but got 31/50. and accounts, 22/25 i think. haha. :)
Blog again tonight :)
shattered hope.
7:27 AM
.hope given, shattered again.well, was assured of the performance will still go on. but it wasnt so when i go for prac. i know there's not enough time for everyone to. but why were we told we still are put up? yes. im a little upset and affected i guess. i mean, who isn't?
well, no point talking bout it anymore.
now i dono wad im feeling anymore. i feel lost at times. i feel out of place at times. why? i dono.
i need to get back on track, back to focusing on that very thing that kept me going till now.
Jasper, GAMBATE. You can do it :) Smile, Jasper. All will be fine.
"Holding on to that very first and last hope."
change.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009, 3:56 AM
been quite a while since i last updated.Sch started again, so has all the presentations. feel kind of lop-sided in life. Like too heavy on my sch work and all. feel like i need a holiday. a rest to walk that longer road.
Gramps is still in hospital. but everything is getting better. i prayed for him and he gently accepted my prayers. although i cant pray fluently in dialect, i prayed a very simple prayer, letting the Spirit pray for me. I know He will hear me. He promised.
Going to see my gramps tml again. prepare a song to cheer him up. hope all goes well. :)
today came back. quarrel with mum again. over small matters. chill-ed now. but realise one thing. as i was chilling, He spoke to me, saying that all of us are still work in progress. Indeed, no one has reached theri destination. no one is that perfect one. all of us are still work in progress. i have my temper-problem. all of us have some short-comings. but we change over the time, for the better or worse, i dunno. but we change, time changes us, experience changes us.
As we grow in life, there are lots of things that has changed. think bout it. what were you feeling when you first see a basketball, for example, when you were a child, a young child. you will feel really excited wouldn't you? but now if u see a basketball again, would you feel the same? not really i guess. at least it's like this for my case. i wouldn't say i'm the same old two-years-old back in 1994. i've changed. but not yet that perfect one. but i'm on my way. :)
"Back to that first love"
.pissed.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009, 6:38 AM
So fucking pissed. want to know why ask me on msn bah.anyways, so many things has been happening, i have been so tired with life itself. some of u guys see me happy go lucky kind but yea, deep down i feel really tired. lucky for me. have my dialect BVs, soundcard mates and my "son and daughters."
now grands is in hospital.
cousin H1N1 positive,
everyone around me is sick.
so guys, please take care of urself can. especiall my son and daughters. pls ar. dun make me worry.
think i will stop here.
"life still goes on."