Told you so

'Cause you said, you love me

So i gave my all to you

Name's Jasper. 17 going 18 soon. loves baking, cooking, SINGING, having fun, movies and more.

and i write what i want on this page. dun like it? get out of here lorr :)

Clare Charis Shikin Gary Maria Bernice Cassendra Fengyao Hanisah Kelita Nazirul Xinen Friend Friend Friend Friend Friend Friend Friend

god knows.

Friday, August 21, 2009, 6:23 AM

On this day of your life, Jasper, we believe God wants you to know...
... that to burn out the pain, just find a place filled with joy.

God created joy as a balm for pain. What are some places, who are some people filled with joy that you can rely on to ease your pain?

this was wad i read from FB. turns out even God is facebooking in heaven. He knows it all. even through technology, u are speaking to me. today was kinda upset. by a friend. not sure just a friend or both of them. okay. both of them went to watch a movie, proposal to be exact ytd when i wanted to watch with them. and i wasnt informed. until today morning she told me they went to watch tgt and claimed that i say i dun want to watch. did i ever turn down a movie b4??? no right? *only when i have no money and movie was a spontaneous decision that day* so yea, they asked if i was alright, my mouth said yes, but my heart said otherwise.

switch off my pain God. *how good would it be if pain was just a switch.*

i have no good feelings for you.

Saturday, August 15, 2009, 7:34 AM

am kinda pissed today, all was well till i came home from church. wanted to use the internet so took out the cable and plug into my router. hu knows why my WEIRD father came into the living room and plug out the router when i was in the toilet. damn pissed la.

cant i even use the router?! the internet?! hu he think he is? i only know that i had him for 7 years of my live and then i had no more father. father is a very unfamiliaar term to me. i stop receiving a father's love and care when i'm 7. thats when my brother came in. i dun blame my brother. i just blame my father to be too bias. way too bias.

someone teach me how to forgive him. its hard. very very very hard. my mum asked me why i always like to stay out late. i always tell her im with my friends which is true but the very reason really is my dad. i dunn wanna see him. today was like the last straw. im seating at my voideck using the Wireless@SG.

"Father, teach me how to forgive him. please."

last presentation for semester 1 !!!

Thursday, August 13, 2009, 5:48 AM

okay "lots of updates" to do.

first, clare's bday, HAPPY BELATED BDAY, had lots of fun and food. lol

then ytd was xinen's bday. HAPPY BDAY GIRL!!! BAKED A CAKE FOR HER. HOPES SHE LIKES IT. did the card and all. hehe ^^ so sweet of me right??? haha. :)

now slacking at clare's void deck. hehe ^^ will do update, soon :)

dialect concert.

Monday, August 3, 2009, 6:32 PM

was so fun @ the dialect concert on sunday.
:) :) :) :) :)

Lots of cam whoring, food and fun!!!!!! almost cried when joyce sang her song to her mama. T.T
3 Cheers for Joyce!!!! :D

had dinner and all. quite dun. reach home @ bout 11 plus though.
DIALECT CONCERT '09 SUCCESS!!!
3 CHEERS FOR THE BIG DIALECT FAMILY :) :) :) :)