On My Way There

Simplicity is LOVE

2009-12-14T05:15:00.000-08:00

was watching a show on Channel 8 just now. at 8pm.

i almost cried watching it.
the show aims to help family in needs of help.
they help to renovate the house for the beneficiaries.
this episode features a family of 3.
a father down with alot of sickness, a mother who is metally ill-ed and a 11-year old boy.
The fatehr can't go out to work because of his health. So the family relied on CDC help of 300 plus dollars per month and CDAC helps to pay their bills. The father were also in a debt fine of $118000. He even went into jail for that for a certain period of time.

The family dosent have a proper bed, just mattresses infested with fleas running around. the fleas were so big, they were easy to locate! they don't have a proper kitchen sink, a proper kitchen cabinet.

They got to know the trio before cleaning up the house. the couple were very much in love even though the wife is mentally ill-ed. the hosts asked the husband why did he stayed by her side. His answer were so simple, "because of a vow i made to her that i will take care of her forever." my heart just melted there and then. unconditional love. so simple yet so warming. and then the hosts asked the wife if she loved her husband, she said "i love him very much". it's not easy to stay in love under this condition.
and after that, the boy came home shortly. the hosts asked him a few questions and the last hit me most. they asked him what he wanted and he said nothing, he just want his dad to recover faster from the sicknesses he is suffering from. so young, yet so matured. this boy totally melted my heart

So they cleaned up the house, installed a new sink for the family, new beds, new sofa and kitchen cabinet.

and at the end of the show, they celebrated the boy's birthday and asked him for his wish, he said he wished a speedy recovery for his dad and when asked the 2nd, he said he doesn't has a 2nd wish. he wished all 3 wishes to his dad. how selfless is he, so unconditional is his love.
Maybe you all wanna catch it on youtube or something, show's name is Life Transformers 2 :)

Gossip Girl Madness + For Unto Us + Dialect X'mas Big Day

2009-12-11T16:22:00.000-08:00

Busy Busy Busy~
It's the time of the year where everywhere springs up light decos, santa claus, sales going on in town and people shopping, getting ready the christmas trees for the big day. Yes, it's CHRISTMAS!!!! :) :) :)

I haven't done my shopping yet. But this year, thinking of doing something handmade. haha. won't say it here though :)

Before i begin anything. I went to do a Gossip Girl Character Quiz and guess who am i?

I got Blair lor. LOL! anyways...

Yesterday was a really fast moving day.
School, then choir prac. Went straight to meet Justin, Candice, Blythe, Jimmy, Mandy Jie, Lao Pa and Lao Ma, Adam, De Quan and Christina. :) Then we headed to EDB. Justin, Candice, De Quan and Jimmy gone missing somewhere. LOL. then called to ask where they are. Came back with a casulty. Candice fell donw and had a bleeding knees. Poor Candice. :(
Then at 830pm, we went off for Dialect X'mas Run.

Changing theme, what theme would that be leis??? *anticipating*
It's gonna be a BLAST this sunday! :)
While doing the run, God just gave me a very short glimpse of what will be happening this sunday. I saw lots of elderlies. sitting all the way up to the slope. God is gonna do something great this sunday! :)

*listening to Fall on your knees* so nice lorrrrr. *melt diao*

UNIQLO!!

2009-12-09T00:54:00.000-08:00

HELLO GUYS!

Been to UNIQLO recently??
There's a huge sales going on now!
Jackets @ $9.90, Coloured Jeans @ $19.90 and DENIMS @ $29.90!!!

I'm gonna keep it short this post so that you can go down to the nearest UNIQLO and catch the frenzy SALES!!!

Lots of Updates :)

2009-11-30T17:25:00.000-08:00

So long never blog liao, so much to update. hahaha...

Last friday went out with fellow Dialecties to JB. :) had so much fun singing on the van. And Victor, somehow manage to make the van 死火 when he echo-ed for Joyce's Fever. hahaha! was super hilarious lahh. then head to malaysia kustom. haha. all the people there super quiet. we were to only one who was laughing away lah. LOL! and guess who we saw? we saw sylvia :) haha!

Then headed down to holiday plaza. ate at KFC, had their chicken rice. Not bad lahh. :) went to buy psp games. RM2 per game only wors. ahahahaha.... then we went to look for christmas outfit. can't find at first. then me and francis left clarice with the other girls and we went to look for our cardigan. :) and we found it. very Barney de lor. LOL. PURPLE... haha! and all the clothes there so Ben JK de... then @ 6.30 HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY... We went to Taman Garden for SEAFOOD DINNER!!!

Then Sunday was a blast :) Eileen's b'day celebration wors. haha. Guess who i met at Hog's Breath? JULIAN PO!!!! hahaa. SUPER long never see him lor. hahahaha. was surprised. It was so awkward when we were in Boss' van. Eileen keep asking where we going and she wasn't suppose to know. haha. So Jia (if not is Boss.. LOL.) said mustaffa. and i guess they saw a MacDonald sign later and they say maybe can go McDonald eat. LOL. RANDOMNESS~
We reach there and ate and had fun :) Adi was there too :) Food was expensive. Boss payed for me. hehe ^^ THANKS BOSS! :)

Thats all for now. In Class now and BORED to the max.. SO LONG :)

starting a new blog

2009-10-24T08:24:00.000-07:00

i want to start a new blog! a food blog! haha, what's your take on this? hahaha~

tml i have competition, semi finals for YOUTH GOT TALENT!!!
haha~ pray for me okays??? haha :)

angry

2009-10-16T09:29:00.000-07:00

went to collect cert today and met Sandy on the way to ION. talked to her for quite a while, haha!

missed her like mad laaaa~ damn happy to see her. soeul garden again sometime kays???

happiness didnt last long when i found out timing was changed, and i'm like wearing a tshirt with short pants in orchard. so angry can? change timing nvr tell me. nvr plan things like this. if u want to plan something, make sure everything is done nicely. like everyone knows where to meet and wad time. i don't even know the venue and timing changed. lucky i called ahmad. if not i'll be in amk.

i was like fuming mad la. the after that found out they go to KBox. without me somemore. I could have exploded there! didnt really enjoy the movie too much.

=找一个人来爱，寂寞先生=

Chalet & sheng siong singing competition audition

2009-10-10T07:21:00.000-07:00

05-08/10/09

Chalet was super duper fun. just that the trio nvr get to spend much time tgt. even syuhada saw that. how sad...
was fun to cook breakfast for everyone, then lunch and all. haha. cup walker, bubble tea @ E!Hub was cheap and nice. pudding super good. haha. i want chalet again soon!!! maye i can book the one i intended to book. wahaha!!!
photo taking was so fun in chalet la. haha. saw unglam side of everyone. had a message session on the last night. haha. massage until my finger cramp sia~

Thanks to the organizers! we had fun~~~~~

10/10/09

woke up early today to go for the sheng siong singing competition audition~ met up with Fengyao, Clara, Charis, Rachel and Gary @ 8plus. went down to toa payoh north RC to regeister and audition thr. LOL. Had a hard time finding that place. LOLs.

was a little nervous, but judges was nice enough to give me a 2nd chance when i sang the wrong key. gabra-ed my lyrics~ hais. my weakness sia.

after that saw this super duper cute cat~

played with him for a while. went to drink while charis wat the very FAMOUS chicken rice. found out that clara dunno wad is charsiew, and she thought mee pok is pork noodles and mee kia is chicken noodle. LOL to the max la. wahahahahahaha~

came home, rest, slept and slack. tired siol~

refresh. ready to go again :)

2009-10-04T19:59:00.000-07:00

had a GREAT day ytd. haha. sing in choir. makan with choir kakis. prac with dialect BVs. :D simply awesome.

ytd aft the whole prac, Vic prayed for some of us. can sense God was really doing something there. while he was praying for me, God showed me the times when i HAD my first love, my first vision, my child-like faith. have been serving and serving, tired physically but God really did bring me back. into a place i know i can depend on His strength to do all things, a place full of rest, full of His assurance, full of His love. i want to depend on Him, not myself anymore :)

i always picture myself as a child running the race of faith, having Daddy to cheer me on. but somehow, the voice of Abba faded off. that was when i realise, i'm doing things on my own, not tgt with Him anymore. but the good thing is, he always wait where He is, for us to come back. :)

For all dog lovers...

2009-09-28T09:40:00.000-07:00

MUST WATCH!!!

2009-09-24T23:04:00.000-07:00

a very touching video, enjoy :)

on a lighter note :)

2009-09-23T23:53:00.000-07:00

Hilarious :)

outing with family @ town

2009-09-21T07:48:00.000-07:00

met at bishan, i was late... SO sorrryyyyyy. went to repair phone. then head off to town.
drop at far east, saw shoes and shoes and hats and clothes and stuffs. with the 2 daughters. haha.

clare ate ramen and charis bought fried dumpling. thanks for treat :D

then went off to buy bubble tea but too many ppl. went to another place. the underground food bazzar. (entrance outside Tangs Plaza one.) bought their drinks, clare - peach milk tea, charis - honwy dew sago w/o honeydew. LOLs.

then went out. saw this hot guy and this "very pretty looking" girl. oh yea. fashion disaster aka MONSTER QUEEN. Her boyfriend wanted to go into the food bazzar and she doesn't want so she shouted at him. in front of HER friends and yes, IN PUBLIC. i wish i would have walk up to the guy and ask him to breakup with him. Man's Pride, Bro.

Then head over to cineleisure. sat at kofu and 'nua' for 1 plus hr. saw another fashion disaster.
haha.

wanted to head over to thomson then dunno want to go whr, so we end up arguing whr to go. LOLs. In the end went to thomson for prata. guess wad? PRATA HOUSE is close! the feeling totally crushed. ARGGHHHH~ then i end up eating some overprice mixed vege rice, when there is some nice porridge next door. LOLs. then went to buy brownies @ baker's oven and have ice-cream @ icekimos. :) :) :)

Icekimos no more COOKIES AND CREAM!!!! so dissapointed lor... then end up eating cookies minster. LOLs. just choc mint ice-cream, ate liao then too full to eat the brownies. brought brownies home and ate it up. hahahahahha. super satisfying. :) so here i end my bloggie :)

tata.

supper with clique

2009-09-17T09:14:00.000-07:00

had a nice supper with charis, clare and ahmad.

Long time nvr go the kopitiam near clare's.

:)

had kueh chap and teh-ice. LOLs.

then now at home, just finish washing up with CLEAN & CLEAR. super duper nice la. LOLs.

and used the nivea mosturizing cream.haha. Like tai tai like that. LOLS.

Grown and still growing

2009-09-14T10:32:00.000-07:00

hellooo guys, long time no update liaos. haha.

now 1am havent sleep sia. haha.
okok. now blog bout something i wanted to blog since ytd.

was @ church ytd. sang for S4. LOVE S4 so much la. :)
it was halfway into worship and God shown me flashback of my past to the present. He showed me how much i have grown and changed, but he reminded me, i'm not ther YET. there is so much more i can and need to do. the purpose is still not fulfilled. the destiny is still not reach. i still have a long way before i reach the destination. but i'm on the road. as long as i keep walking, not stopping, i will get there.

Then God shown me times when i was struggling with certain issues in life, how i held on hard to His hand. no matter how hard life was, how much the struggle i was experiencing, i held on HARD, real HARD. Graping on to that first and last HOPE. and God proved faithfulness. He pull me through it. and each time, i grow stronger.

TO God: I'll Keep Walking, and Walking, Until that day i see your face in Heaven :)
(P.S. My Word Is My Bond)

god knows.

2009-08-21T06:23:00.000-07:00

On this day of your life, Jasper, we believe God wants you to know...
... that to burn out the pain, just find a place filled with joy.

God created joy as a balm for pain. What are some places, who are some people filled with joy that you can rely on to ease your pain?

this was wad i read from FB. turns out even God is facebooking in heaven. He knows it all. even through technology, u are speaking to me. today was kinda upset. by a friend. not sure just a friend or both of them. okay. both of them went to watch a movie, proposal to be exact ytd when i wanted to watch with them. and i wasnt informed. until today morning she told me they went to watch tgt and claimed that i say i dun want to watch. did i ever turn down a movie b4??? no right? *only when i have no money and movie was a spontaneous decision that day* so yea, they asked if i was alright, my mouth said yes, but my heart said otherwise.

switch off my pain God. *how good would it be if pain was just a switch.*

i have no good feelings for you.

2009-08-15T07:34:00.000-07:00

am kinda pissed today, all was well till i came home from church. wanted to use the internet so took out the cable and plug into my router. hu knows why my WEIRD father came into the living room and plug out the router when i was in the toilet. damn pissed la.

cant i even use the router?! the internet?! hu he think he is? i only know that i had him for 7 years of my live and then i had no more father. father is a very unfamiliaar term to me. i stop receiving a father's love and care when i'm 7. thats when my brother came in. i dun blame my brother. i just blame my father to be too bias. way too bias.

someone teach me how to forgive him. its hard. very very very hard. my mum asked me why i always like to stay out late. i always tell her im with my friends which is true but the very reason really is my dad. i dunn wanna see him. today was like the last straw. im seating at my voideck using the Wireless@SG.

"Father, teach me how to forgive him. please."

last presentation for semester 1 !!!

2009-08-13T05:48:00.000-07:00

okay "lots of updates" to do.

first, clare's bday, HAPPY BELATED BDAY, had lots of fun and food. lol

then ytd was xinen's bday. HAPPY BDAY GIRL!!! BAKED A CAKE FOR HER. HOPES SHE LIKES IT. did the card and all. hehe ^^ so sweet of me right??? haha. :)

now slacking at clare's void deck. hehe ^^ will do update, soon :)

dialect concert.

2009-08-03T18:32:00.001-07:00

was so fun @ the dialect concert on sunday.
:) :) :) :) :)

Lots of cam whoring, food and fun!!!!!! almost cried when joyce sang her song to her mama. T.T
3 Cheers for Joyce!!!! :D

had dinner and all. quite dun. reach home @ bout 11 plus though.
DIALECT CONCERT '09 SUCCESS!!!
3 CHEERS FOR THE BIG DIALECT FAMILY :) :) :) :)

3 crazy people

2009-07-29T07:45:00.000-07:00

lol. as u can derive from my title, yes, i went out with 3 crazy people, namely, Xinen, Clare and Charis after the slacking which is after the performance.

talk bout the performance. very fun. :) love it. Got to sing my Dream a lil dream again :)

then slack in clubrm, had yong tau fu @ north, watch movie, msn, sleep and all. lol. :) "fruitful day" hahahahaha.

ok now, outing with 3 crazy people. lol. went to but KOI CAFE @ AMK. nice nice. :) and the 3 crazy one plus me, the normal one as u can see, all very enjoy the milk tea. lol. had a great milk tea therapy session. lol :)

UNIQLO!

2009-07-27T21:01:00.001-07:00

HELLO GUYS!!

if you guys haven't been to UNIQLO recently, now is the time!!
Jackets going for $9.90! Coloured Jeans @ $19.90! and some DENIMS @ $29.20!!

I got my jacket ytd!

Im gonna keep this real short and end here. Jump on the train and get to any UNIQLO now!!

i want an A

2009-07-27T21:01:00.000-07:00

sat went out with charis and clare to study. initial plan, airport. but stayed at AMK, KFC to study. lol :)

ate at KFC, did my homepage, clare and charis studied a bit and ate afterwards. went out of KFC after a while then had KOI CAFE!!! Charis fell in LOVE with it... lol. :) i have a weird habit when i go to KOI CAFE, i talk like a TAIWANESE. lol :)

sunday dinner with charis, clare, xinen, nadzeef, ryan, nazirul and clara @ secret recipe @ suntec. :) fun fun and fun. :) met with shikin, fadzly, syuhada, bernice, maria and pris @ LJS @ Marina Sq. went home around 9 plus.

Monday got POM presentation. :) quite screwed up. hahahaha. sorry dudes, didnt have enough preparation.

now in class, just now got EFF COMM!!! I was half a mark away from my A!!!!!!!!!! ARHGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so pissed la, anne marie say wad each class max 3 As. so i have to be B!!!!!! no mood liao~

KILL ME

happenings!

2009-07-19T17:37:00.001-07:00

ytd was my performance at expo conf. rm3. everything went well the first time but 2nd time, lyrics all forgotten. lol. but overall it was good. fun. new experience... an uncle was telling me how good i sing after my first performance :) and an auntie gave me a player, a buddhist player... lol.

after that, went out with Justin (boss drove us to mad jack @ paradise centre) and the whole new additions to the old gang. got to know them better. wahaha. so fun sia. after such a long time lor. :)

love it with the gang! I love you guys!!! WAHAHAHA!!!
Dequan guessed i'm 22. OMG. faints. ahahaha.
im used to it i guessed. ahahahahahahahaha.

today woke up late. 745am when class starts @ 8am. sian diao la. then pack everything and waited for my turn to use the toilet. lol. rushed out. was feeling so lost. dunno wad to do. throat pain also. argghh..... came into class late and all. ate @ koufu with karhao, jonald, alvin, belinda, daphne, xiuyi and lynn. i had the jap egg omelette after a long time. lol!!! simply love it sia~ wahahaha!!!

then met up with clare and charis for lunch after lecture. ate chicken rice. clare had her as normal steamboat soup with yong tau fu. lol. then charis went for lecture. Fengyao came and we came into clubrm. now in clubrm redoing my webpages!!! ARGH!!!! STUPID ME SIA. Delete my own pages. sian diaoooooo~ KILL me PLS! lol.

now i want yam bao. lol.

"fun"

a goal for growth.

2009-07-13T20:58:00.000-07:00

living for 17 years now. i feel like i reach certain ceiling for growth. i can feel the ceiling already. like i have stop growing. in certain area, like my singing maybe?

and as i ponder and wonder, i came to a conclusion. i had no goal, i had no idea of where i am going. i then think i really need a goal, maybe someone i can model after, to provide a direction for me to go after.

one without a vision would perish. so would one without a goal. you dunno where you are going, walking aimlessly on this road, and when one day, far far along this aimless road, you find out that u have no aim, no goal, no vision. then it is far too late. its time to realise this now, i hope its not too late, when we have just barely started out in life. :)

.GOAL.

hazy day.

2009-07-10T23:08:00.000-07:00

THE ATTACK OF THE MID-YEAR HAZE IS BACK AGAIN!!!

Well, went for a early jog today. air was REALLY fresh until morning. OMG. the air stink of haze, forest fire in fact. Looks like its gonna be a hazy period soon :D

Take good care guys. Especially the performers. Drink up, rest well, AVOID HEATY FOOD! :D

Oh, I passed all my tests so far. the internet one, 28/50, expected much higher. Econs, expect to fail but got 31/50. and accounts, 22/25 i think. haha. :)

Blog again tonight :)

shattered hope.

2009-07-10T07:27:00.000-07:00

.hope given, shattered again.

well, was assured of the performance will still go on. but it wasnt so when i go for prac. i know there's not enough time for everyone to. but why were we told we still are put up? yes. im a little upset and affected i guess. i mean, who isn't?

well, no point talking bout it anymore.

now i dono wad im feeling anymore. i feel lost at times. i feel out of place at times. why? i dono.
i need to get back on track, back to focusing on that very thing that kept me going till now.

Jasper, GAMBATE. You can do it :) Smile, Jasper. All will be fine.

"Holding on to that very first and last hope."

change.

2009-07-07T03:56:00.001-07:00

been quite a while since i last updated.

Sch started again, so has all the presentations. feel kind of lop-sided in life. Like too heavy on my sch work and all. feel like i need a holiday. a rest to walk that longer road.

Gramps is still in hospital. but everything is getting better. i prayed for him and he gently accepted my prayers. although i cant pray fluently in dialect, i prayed a very simple prayer, letting the Spirit pray for me. I know He will hear me. He promised.

Going to see my gramps tml again. prepare a song to cheer him up. hope all goes well. :)

today came back. quarrel with mum again. over small matters. chill-ed now. but realise one thing. as i was chilling, He spoke to me, saying that all of us are still work in progress. Indeed, no one has reached theri destination. no one is that perfect one. all of us are still work in progress. i have my temper-problem. all of us have some short-comings. but we change over the time, for the better or worse, i dunno. but we change, time changes us, experience changes us.

As we grow in life, there are lots of things that has changed. think bout it. what were you feeling when you first see a basketball, for example, when you were a child, a young child. you will feel really excited wouldn't you? but now if u see a basketball again, would you feel the same? not really i guess. at least it's like this for my case. i wouldn't say i'm the same old two-years-old back in 1994. i've changed. but not yet that perfect one. but i'm on my way. :)

"Back to that first love"

.pissed.

2009-07-01T06:38:00.001-07:00

So fucking pissed. want to know why ask me on msn bah.

anyways, so many things has been happening, i have been so tired with life itself. some of u guys see me happy go lucky kind but yea, deep down i feel really tired. lucky for me. have my dialect BVs, soundcard mates and my "son and daughters."

now grands is in hospital.
cousin H1N1 positive,
everyone around me is sick.

so guys, please take care of urself can. especiall my son and daughters. pls ar. dun make me worry.

think i will stop here.

"life still goes on."

Feng Yao's Performance

2009-06-27T08:16:00.000-07:00

today went to catch feng yao's performance.
Before that went to market but stuff to boil liang teh for beloved clare.
haha.
Feng yao sang 2 songs. very nice!
Nice one Feng Yao! haha.
Went to HK Cafe, didnt eat. Just drink Choc. Ice. Feng yao treated... So nice of him right? ^^
Saw kaira there too! She secretly join Kovan Superstar never tell us. Bad girl. haha.
Hope she has gotten into the finals. :)))

Went to church as usual.
almost fell asleep. only sleep 2 hours last night. haha. need to sleep more today.
tml very long day. :(

"Most are good, few are great."

Transformer 2

2009-06-26T06:47:00.000-07:00

Met up with Charis at 130 at AMK mrt station.
Went to but tickets for Transformer 2.
Ate at TOASTBOX with Charis.
Went to FairPrice to buy some food to smuggle into the theatre.
Met up with Nazirul.
Cut his hair but didn't want to show. haha.
I cut my hair ytd too. all 4 of them say nice. haha. thanks guys!
Clare and Zi was late. lol.
Show was good but a little draggy. almost fell asleep. haha.
went to eat at S11. Bought lots of food. Pancake with cheese and ham, and one with sambal. bought BBQ chicken wings. :)
But Zi and Naz didn't eat, or rather can't eat cos the stalls are not halal certified.
Clare and Zi went off tgt to the interchange. haha,
so left me, charis and Naz. haha.

OH YA! Today five of us become hi-5. the 3 guys wore red and the 2 girls black. haha!

OKOK. BACK TO THE STORY. lol!
Then we went off back to our own homes. now blogging bout today. haha.
Gonna catch feng yao perform tml. will blog again!

:)

Pamper me, someone

2009-06-23T16:45:00.000-07:00

Had been fun on monday.

Went to skul to do project (didn't really complete)
Then met up clare (lil sis) to prac our song. (didn't really prac as well. just choosing the song) well, we spent like 5 hours tgt with Zi in school. Then went out to get clare's ingredients for cheese cake. Sat down @ mac and talk bout life. Knnow a little more bout both Zi and clare. haha. :)

Tuesday. Horrible, terrible day.

Went to skul for audition. (lunchtime concert) broke up with GF over sms. (sad rite?)
Lucky got my Soundcard mates there. If not i think i will cry already. Went to have a quick dinner with the Soundcard mates. @ mac. i ate Gecko. Not very nice though. Wanted some comfort food. Went to get a McFlurry. Didn't help much. :( Went for pool with Zi, Clare and Charis. Soothen my feeling a little. wasn't even concentrating on the pool game. thrashed by them. T.T
{Next time nicer to someone just broke up can? haha.}
Sat at mac again and talk crap. With Charis around this time. Played truth or dare. Quite funny.
Came home to wash up, do a bit of project and sleep.

Woke up, thinking i might feel better. But not really. I think i feel worse. Someone pamper me please.

Being the eldest, i have to be mature. No childhood memories for me. Just being independent. And now i feel like i want a big brother. Someone who just cares and knows. and understand me. Feeling so emo now. Will post again soon.

" I should be over you,
I should know better but it's just not the case. "

LOADS OF UPDATES!!! :)

2009-06-20T08:08:00.000-07:00

Hi guys, back to blogging after such a long time. haha!!!
_____________________________________________________________________
15 June-holiday starts, went out with daph, ernest, and alvin to play bball, catch drag me to hell.

16 June-BBQ, 10 ppl turned up. Fun, fun and fun!!! everyone become wet in the end. Karhao went home feeling sticky in his crotch. haha!!!

17-19 June- Soundcard Camp!!! The most enjoyable camp i ever had. 1st time to actually enjoy a camp. Love it so much. Took lots of pics with all the soundcard mates. get to know more of each other. Just had a crazy time. haha. I LOVE SOUNDCARD!!! *am still missing the camp* and shikin made all of us worried with her disappearance acts. Shikin, if you are reading this, DON'T DO IT AGAIN!!! loL!!! MORE CAMP NEXT TIME, 2 weeks STRAIGHT! :)))))))

Friends

2009-06-10T06:09:00.000-07:00

Had so much fun today.

Campus Roadrun. 2.4km. Belinda pang sei me behind. still say want accompany me run. ahaha. Ernest also pang sei, jio us join in the end himself never some. SAD-ed.

Was at the last 100m. Eve and alvin came and run with me. thanks guys!!! Love you guys lots!!! :))))))

"KEEP SMILING, KEEP SHINING, KNOWING YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON ME FOR SURE, THATS WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR"

Hate Being Alone

2009-06-08T17:17:00.000-07:00

"No man is an island"

This sentence is so true. No one can and should be alone. We all need friends, famliy and our dear ones.

I hate being alone. I hate sitting in my own room and rotting. I hate keeping things to myself. especially my own emotions.

Yesterday Dar failed to meet me again. I was so worried that some nasty things would have happened to Dar. Thank God nothing happened. I went down to check so many times but Dar just isn't there. Dar fell asleep at home. :(

"where are you when i need u most?"

Reason for Everything

2009-06-07T19:27:00.000-07:00

Ytd had a great time serving choir at JW.

What Justin said still lingers in my mind. Set me to think alot.
He said, "we must have a reason for everything we do."
It's true that sometimes we do something for the sake for doing it. Sometimes we serve for the sake of serving, go to church for the sake of going to church and etc. We need to have a reason so that we would not burn out so easily.

there is a need to come back to the first love, the reason why we first do these things.

A REASON FOR EVERYTHING

SO SO SO SO PISSED

2009-06-05T04:37:00.000-07:00

Today had a rough day. Miscomm with class mates bout another classmate bday. Dun wish to talk about it. Still feeling quite pissed.

I'll just sleep it off i guess. and gotta finish up my revision for Stats and HTML.

"Keep on keeping on."

Moving On

2009-06-02T05:43:00.000-07:00

ICAs this 2 weeks. Loads of tutorials to do... Lucky i finished off AFA's tutorials liao... Still got Oral Comm's ICA2 research... Siansation~

Have been thinking alot this week itself. I need to move on. Move on ahead. Hate standing on the same spot. Just wanna be different, growing myself always in this life. When i am old, I don't want to look back and regret looking at times that i could actually grow and move on furthur in life.

GAMBATE! :D

Focus

2009-05-26T04:21:00.001-07:00

Feel like writing a inspirational post again. Ahaha! :)

We all know that we need to focus on the goals we have set but many a times, most of the times unknowingly, we lose our focus. Got distracted by the things in life. Maybe it is your school work, projects, work, leisure or even wrong relationships. These things are distractions in our race to our goals. I'm not asking you to stop doing your school work or wad but keep your eyes on your goals and on the prize at the end of your race. :)

FOCUS :D

School 26 May

2009-05-26T04:15:00.000-07:00

Normal school day today. Almost late. Reach YCK mrt like 11am. haha When class starts at 11am. But when i reach the class, ms anne havent reach. hehe. So lucky. haha!!!

Then had mac for lunch. Big Mac. Had the cup now. wahaha. After that went to look for bernice tgt with kar hao for a while b4 heading to AFA class. And as usual, no one listens to her class. After that is Microecons test. Quite difficult. Wahaha! I dont even noe wad i doing. :)

Then had dinner tgt with Bernice and Karhao. Had the kaya bun. NICE!!! :) Went home and now blogging. Will blog again. :)

"Rain Down!!!" :)

Studyin' in school

2009-05-25T01:48:00.000-07:00

Came back to school study today though it wasn't school day.

Was suppose to meet everyone at 1030 am. Only Berlinda reached at 1030. I reached around 1050. Others reached like 1145. So late right?

Ahahaha!!!

Anyway, didn't study much in school. Watched chick flick, wild child. LIKE TOTALLY, imitaing Bernice. Haha!!!

Still In sch now. Just that I'm pretty bored. So blogging here. Wahahaha!!! :)

Courage's not the absence of fear.

2009-05-23T17:19:00.001-07:00

An incident happened to me recently. I was rather afraid, fearful of what might become of the whole situation. But then, i find that courage arises in the presence of fear. Courage is the key to break that very fear in you. That was what i thought when facing the whole situation. I was fearful yet i chose to let the courage in me rise up and break the fear.

So to whoever;s reading this post, whatever you might be facing right now or whatever fears you may be experiencing right now, let the courage within you rise and break that very fear that keeps you from going far. :)

COURAGE.

Bad Mood~

2009-05-21T07:05:00.000-07:00

Today in a very very bad mood. Last night never get to sleep cos helped out at a friend's parent funeral. Then today get to school super bad mood. Was really upset. Anyway, dun want to talk bout it anymore. Just wanna let out some frustration over here. Glad that Mr Tan was very understanding in HTML class. he asked me not to do the work if i really dun feel like doing it. so yea, but i finished it. Then went for Soundcard, my cca's, orientation. quite fun, get to know some of them. Mariah used my hat. She look so cool la. Now at Timbre waiting for my performance to resume. Will Update again. :)

Dessert @ Bugis's Ah Chew Dessert and Ji De Chi

2009-05-15T05:53:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging this week.

Had a great dessert last nite with Belinda, Daphne, Alvin, Jonald, Ernest and Ariel... Oops~ I mean Adriel. Haha!!! Anyway, we agreed to meet at bugis at 830pm but only me and belinda reached on time. haha. we went to Ah chew's dessert (the one joyce kept talking bout the chinese hero de... haha!!!) Ate the mango with pomelo dessert. they didn't like it maybe cos of the very bitter pomelo. haha. without the pomelo will taste better i guess. haha~ Took lots of pic!!!

Then today had AFA lecture. Super boring. haha~ And had Stats lecture. Learnt lots of new things. Kar Hao pon sch both lectures today. he'll have lots to catch up. took a very ugly pic of Belinda!!! :D

Went to AMK hub with lots of peepos. Belinda, Daphne, Alvin, Jonald, Ernest, Xiu Yi, Adriel, Lynn, Eve, Samantha and Melissa. Lynn bought her formal wear and her first pair of heels!!! Congrats lynn!!! Haha~ Your first step to womanhood. lol!!! Took a pic of daph outside G2000.

Haha!!! Lots of pic taking this week. Will update again soon!!! :)

Mother's Day

2009-05-11T23:20:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday was Mother's Day. The day when we remembered all our mother's love and labour for us. I brought my mum out for a lunch at Cafe Cartel. Amount comes up to $60. Quite cheap. :)

Have a really nice story to share (Taken from www.inspirationalpeak.com):

A little boy came up to his mother in the kitchen one evening while she was fixing supper, and he handed her a piece of paper that he had been writing on.

After his mom dried her hands on an apron, she read it, and this is what it said:
For cutting the grass: $5.00
For cleaning up my room this week: $1.00
For going to the store for you: $0.50
Baby-sitting my kid brother while you went shopping: $0.25
Taking out the garbage: $1.00
For getting a good report card: $5.00
For cleaning up and raking the yard: $2.00
Total owed: $14.75

Well, his mother looked at him standing there, and the boy could see the memories flashing through her mind.
She picked up the pen, turned over the paper he'd written on, and this is what she wrote:
"For the nine months I carried you while you grew inside me: No Charge.
For all the nights that I've sat up with you, doctored and prayed for you: No Charge.
For all the trying times, and all the tears that you've caused through the years: No Charge.
For all the nights that were filled with dread, and for the worries I knew were ahead: No Charge.
For the toys, food, clothes, and even wiping your nose: No Charge.
When you add it up, Son, the cost of my love is: No Charge."

When the boy finished reading what his mother had written, there were big tears in his eyes, and he looked straight up at his mother and said, "Mom, I sure do love you."And then he took the pen and in great big letters he wrote: "PAID IN FULL".

This story is dedicated to the most beautiful, most powerful people on planet earth: Our mothers! Happy Mother's Day!

Such A Powerful Story. Hope yoiu guys did enjoy it :)

Feeling very sick~

2009-05-06T04:33:00.000-07:00

Today in school feel like i was damn sick. Like feverish. And I feel damn hot.

After school went for lunch with Kar Hao, Daphne, Xiu Yi, Samantha, Shan Shan and Lynn. Went to Koufu and had a nice lunch. I had chicken chop for lunch. Quite nice plus the food is very cheap. They do their business like Astons. But a cheaper and learger version :) Nice~

After lunch, Lynn and Kar Hao went through the thermal scanning door again to get the afternoon stickers. Lynn had CCA and Kar Hao needs to stay in school. :) Then we went to the library to wait for Kar Hao's mum, Daphne's friend, Belinda and Eve. We went off without Belinda and Eve cos thought they will take very long... But they end like 2.17pm. So sorry! :(

Then got home and bath. Slept like a log. But bed damn hot cos i having fever. I took my temp just now. It was 39.1 degrees. I was like, "I'm really hot." Haha. Ok, i know it's lame. Anyway, now typing away in the com and doing my Oral Comm HW. So sian...

FRIDAY GOING SHOP!!! YIPPIE!!! :D

Feeling sick. Very Sick.

2009-05-05T01:48:00.000-07:00

in class now. super cold, fingers feeling pain, ass feel pain too and my nose feels as if it is gonna drop off anytime. Haiz...

Now in the last lesson of the day. But feeling really sick. Feel as if i have fever. and toothache, like wisdom tooth is coming out. the best thing is i drank chocolate and ate chocolate cake. haha. But its really nice. haha.. my own fault anyway. haha...

arh... i feel like my temperature is gonna go through the roof and i will explode, like a volcano. haiz... dun have panadols here. sian.......... feeling so so so terrible. kill me pls. haha.

dun wanna blog so much le. feeling so terrile. :(

Cooking Class Cancelled! :(

2009-05-02T07:02:00.000-07:00

Today was super furious!!!!
The cooking class was cancelled and i wasn't informed. Only until i get down there then I know they cancelled it. I even took a taxi there... waste money sia. :(

They only said sorry and say will do a make up lesson for me. I was like big deal?! haiz... never even see if they can do anything to fetch me back to the MRT or wad... Lucky i saw 2 ladies, offered to bring me back to the mrt (cos they drive you see, and the place was super ulu...)

Anyway... waiting for their reply on monday... If not i want a refund...... Haiz...

Going out in a while. Wil blog again soon... BYEEEEEE~~

2 WEEKS HAVE PASSED

2009-04-30T17:39:00.000-07:00

Time in POLY really flies~

2 weeks have passed since 20Apr. School's good so far. :) Thanks to interesting tutors, lecturers and of cos, the wonderful classmates i have. :) Planning for a class chalet in June... Thinking of the same chalet in NOV where we celebrated Justin's and Waileong's Bdays... Hmm... Haha... Exam haven't come think of holiday liao... LOL!!!

For ICAs (In-Course Assesments) in the coming weeks, we have to wear business formal!!! Gosh... Even just to tell a 3 min story, we have to wear that except without a tie. *cries*

Now i'm CCA-less... Waiting for the soundcard people to ring me up or something. Not sure if i could get in. HAHA!!!

Can't wait for my culinary class tml!!! SOOOOO FUN!!! HAHAHAHA!!! Sunday singing for Dialect. And monday back to school!!! Nothing much to do on Monday cos sch ends at 12. can have lunch with classmates and... MOVIE? hmm... Shall see bout that. :)

Will blog again bout my culinary class tml. :)

SO LONG!!!! :) :) :)

~Back To Posting~

2009-04-29T04:53:00.001-07:00

Back to posting :)

Today started school at 11am. I thought it was 1pm until today morning. Lucky i woke up on time. hahaha~ But i forgot my phone sia!!! And i was like so sian.

Today first thing in the morning Statistic. Dry topic but have an interesting tutor, Eddie. hahaha~ We end early. Bout an hour early. haha!!! Eddie's efficient and effective. LOL!

Then we had Management Tutorial, quite okay but had some delays due to technical problems. Made the whole hall restless... It's not really a hall, just a bigger room. LOL!

Then had 2 hours break before the Accounting Lecture starts. Soooo SIAN!!! I wanted to PON that lecture, but come to think of it. Just stay on. haha. But i was sleeping in the tutorial cos i've learnt it b4. The basics i've studied in sec sch.

Got home and rest for a while. Bathed and eat dinner and now blogging.
I'll blog again sometime soon. BTW, my Account Lecturer quite good la... Not like wad my tutor made out her to be... LOL~

School's Fun!

2009-04-23T05:25:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!!! I'm back in school! Super excited sia. Made lots of friends and had some close friends too. Have this really nice guy, Kar Hol, interesting too. Good friend of mine. Always had the Japanese Omelette tgt. WAHAHAHA! It's really nice. Next time you guys wanna come tate it just gimme a call. :) :) :)

So fun! All the lectures and tutorials are like ALIEN language to me.... Wahahaha!!!
My Oral Communication Tutor like my voice. My Microecons tutor, Mona, is a overly friendly tutor, too over for our class' taste. HAHA!!! Accounts Tutor is uber BORING! And she made the Accounts Lecturer sound like a real MONSTER! We shall see tml. HAHA!!! Stats tutor and lecturer is the same person, Denny's his name i guess. He's our personal mentor too.

Poly is getting more and more interesting each day. WAHAHAHAHAH!!! Look forward to tml. Will Update again. I know it's a short update but I'm tired. So i'll write more next time :) SO LONG! ;)

Trials

2009-04-15T05:23:00.000-07:00

Trials is difficult, if you realised. It'll never be a trial to you if it is not difficult. Trials stretches you, grows you and make you an even stronger person than before.

God says that He gives you trials that you can handle. Never give up when things seemed dull, when all your effort seemed futile because God is gonna come true for you. You can trust that because from the book of Genesis all the way to the book of Revelations and even till today, He comes true for those whom He had promised.

He came true for Abraham, he had Issac and later become a father of nations.
He came true for Moses, Moses led God's people out of slavery and out of Egypt.
He came true for His people that were slaves in Egypt and brought them out using Moses.
This are just few of the many examples that God come true for His people.
He had never failed His people. And He never will.

4 Rounds of Birthday Celebration~

2009-03-31T07:55:00.000-07:00

Today was the 4th round of my birthday celebration... Had one on Sat with CG, another one on Sun with dialect peeps, one more on Monday (my official bday) with Justin, Rubez and Candice. It's so much fun today with Justin, Candice, Lexx, Ben, Rubez, Cherlyn, Jonathan, Thomas, Jimmy and Clarice. We ate a good meal at place at cineleisure. Nice food, No Good service. I think they should train their managers into more flexible thinkers... We were just being nice to say that they are inflexible in their thinking. Nevertheless, we enjoyed the time tgt taking pics. Got to know Jonathan better and found that he stay at toa payoh too!!! Haha!!! Time flies and good time flies faster... We found ourselves shopping for my present in the next moment. Shopped in cineleisure... But nothing suited me. Went over to heeren and found something real nice. A CHECK bag. Cost at $179... I really like it. :) althought we haven't buy it right on the spot... hehe... but it's a bag i sure like. :)

Tml have Morning PM, will be there to pray down a storm. hehe~

LET THE MIGHTY MEN EMERGE!!!

Birthday Presents So Far~

2009-03-29T23:36:00.000-07:00

Had recieved 2 Bday presents since Sat!

My Cell Group has bought me a River Island Necklace!!! iT'S ONE OF MY WISHLIST ITEMS! Thanks Guys!

And my wonderful Dialect Peeps had gotten me a italian cuisine lesson!!! So surprised and happy... lol!!! It's gonna be my first step in bringing italian food in to my cafe next time!!! Muahahahahaha~

Thanks guys! i'm really blessed this birthday! hehe~

Tonight meeting up with choir peeps!!! hehe! it's gonna be fun! =D

Looking Forward!!!

2009-03-25T08:37:00.000-07:00

I'm looking forward to Monday!!! Yes... We're watching Confession Of A Shopaholic... And more than that i'm looking forward to my 17th birthday!!! hehe... It's gonna be fun!!! hehe... The critics gave Confession of a Shopaholic only 1 and a half star rating. How bad that is??? but i'm still gonna watch it... think it's gonna be a show worth watching...

Was just browsing through some magazine and saw this Sakura International Buffet at Clementi Park... Think i'll want to go and try that place out~ the environment looks nice on the pics they have in the magazine... Anyone wants to go?? Oh ya... and the GoodWood Park Hotel Buffet... I want go there too!!! haha!!!

Justin happened to ask me wad kind of stuffs i want for my cafe.. i'm thinking Asian and Western, maybe Italian/French too... Main Courses and Desserts would be the highlight. :)
SO wad's your take on this or anyone has any suggestion???

Hotels For Dogs

2009-03-25T08:33:00.000-07:00

Went to watch this movie today with my friends. Not a very good show though... No good storyline and all... The critics gave it 1 and a half star rating... very sad rating... But if you love dogs, it might just be some show for you to watch although it's no way better than Marley and Me.

Great Fellowships This Week!!!

2009-03-24T21:53:00.000-07:00

Sunday: Was out with the dialect peeps. =) they are fun people! hehe... we had Loy Kee Chicken *brrrest* Rice... (can see Jia Jia rolling on the floor and laugh) Idy brought her dog along. We played with it and MoKuan + WaiMun sang love song to the dog... hahahahahaha!!! we all were on the floor laughing lor~ Boss wanted to have ice cream at Udders... I thought it was Others initially... LOL!!! but we didn't went eventually cos all was tired liao... Only 2 ONsters went... Yun And Shan (Clouds & Mountains?!) haha... Then got home around 10 plus 11 bah... =)

Monday: Went out with 2 pretty ladies, Candice and Rubez for dinner at Dhoby Exchange's Just Acia. Had quite a warm "family" dinner.... hehe... had tons of fun chatting about rubez's future, candice's too... had tons of ice cream too!!! but the thing is Just Acia is always out of choc chips... haiz~ Then went to buy a anime series at Gramaphone at The Cathay and slacked at B1 when all the shops were like closed... haha... went home around 10 plus...

Tuesday: Went out with the bari-tenor gang, Justin, Franky, Roy and many others are there. *too many to name out* Went to catch Paul Blart: Mall Cop. hehe... it was hilarious. had a great laugh. had the milk tea from chipshop @ B1~ Had Tau Huay at the rocher tau huay shop... had a fun time felloshipping~ had times i stoned and gone quiet~ had a great fellowship with the guys. hehe...

Recarrying myself as a leader

2009-03-11T00:02:00.000-07:00

I remebered sharing with some of you guys that i'm in a transition period but in actual fact, i just happen to miss something out in my daily life. Leadership. I need to recarry myself as a leader.
Justin and me, we had a conversation on Sunday and what he told me was that i need to recarry myself as a leader. when he said that, it's just like a light bulb that went off in my mind.

And now if you were to ask me how i'm gonna do that, i'll tell you, i'll start from my mindset. when i went home to think about what Justin had said, i just traced where had i dropped myself from a leader. Then i :traced" it back to my mindset. Subconsiously, i slipped back into my member mindset when i stepped down as a leader. So now, to start off again, i have to bring myself back to the leader's mindset. If this speaks to you, start from your mindset. =)

Self-Discovery

2009-02-23T06:11:00.000-08:00

back to posting this time round. haha.
So many things to post though... =)

First things first, the biggest thing that had just passed was the dialect drama... It was so tiring yet so fun with the dialect drama crew. I can't help but love having fun with them. We had fun times together, bonded and all... haha... I miss the drama prac!!! i think i'm suffering from wad Jia Jia call the "Post Drama Withdrawal Symptoms" (PDWS)... haha...
I'm one of the dancers and i would really say that the dancers really forged a bonding tgt. =)
We went out for movies tgt. It was so fun. I really thank God that i was in this fun production with everyone else... =)

Next up is the first choir prac of the year... It's so so so so fun. we were playing games and me and jimmy just kept exchanging seats... haha! no one caught. lol! and when the ICs did their "LIVE orientation drama", i rolled on the floor and laughed out loud... lol!

Following that, Candice, Cherlyn, Kenny, Thomas and me went to a KTV call the "$10 club". haha!!! as the club name says, it cost only $10 with free flow of drinks and "shark fin soup". haha.... we sang, had fun, did funny things. haha. Kenny went of early and the rest of us went for dinner tgt. we ate a very nice porridge and then went to Vivo and ate, again, at Carl's Jr. haha... it's food, food and more food for the foodies, Candice and me. =)

On a more serious note... I've just started on this journey everyone would go thru, seeking out the true self. I've just gotten into this period where i'm seeking my true self. It's frustrating sometimes. (That explains my frustration nowadays.) So ya... Gimme some space... and time. you'll see a real me soon. =)

Doing Something Really Different

2009-01-18T23:04:00.000-08:00

after such a long time, i'm back to posting! haha...

Everyone has just gotten their O level results and they have to decide on their future paths. We got so much options yet so little time to decide. And i made some really drastic decisions along the way.

Since young, i always aspire to be a baker some day. Yet, last week, everything changed. i began to ask myself if i really wanted to be a baker all my life. My answer was no. i struggled alot during this period. I went ahead with the course registration. My first choice was International Business in Ngee Ann Poly and followed by Business Administration in Singapore Poly.

I started to plan my path. After getting my diploma, i'll be serving my NS. Then i'll go ahead with a degree and work after that. After saving up enough money, i'll open up my own cafe. when i'm free i'll go down to bake. =)

That is what i have plan assuming there is no jack up along the way.

What i've learned during this time is that hobbies or interest can't really be your career. that's what happened to me. You're can explore on your own on this area... =)

Jasper

Power Of SILENCE

2009-01-04T21:20:00.000-08:00

Silence is somthing really powerful. Between teachers and students, silence make the sudents feel awkward, sometimes afraid of the teachers. between friends, it can be pretty boring, or it can be pretty heart warming... between lovers, silence make them hear and feel each others' heartbeat. Pretty loving =)

Yet being silent alone make you think about your own life. thats what i've experienced. i started to think alot on 31st DEC 08, about my own life in the silence. thinking of what had i done, reflecting on all the silly mistakes and thinking whether i had live my life to the fullest. and the answer came. it was a NO. yet all these while i have thought that i have live my life to the fullest.

And now, enough is enough. i'm gonna live my life to the fullest. not just for myself but people around me. those needy people. i have one life, i'm gonna live it right. how bout u?

tired tired and tired

2008-12-12T04:22:00.000-08:00

Gosh! i'm so tired this few days... haha... doing lots of drama practise and they don't end early. haha... but its very very fun.... Lots of christmas things to do now. Dialect gig and a paid gig!!! HAHA. going to be paid 60bucks for a 20min performance. Soundcheck, my agapella grp, is asked to perform and we'll be paid!!! yea! Am getting lots of pocket money this mth. haha. work oso is draining my energy. am doing some data entry this few days. haha.

okies. im logging off le...

Jasper.ZhiGuan

Starting Out

2008-12-05T18:47:00.000-08:00

Hi All,

Starting out a New Blog cause all my previous blogs aren't well-managed. so... yea, here i am with a brand new blog. =)

Jasper ZhiGuang